r_d
2006-12-06 13:28:42 UTC
Finally, in late November 2006, after four years of meditating on the
sound and light, I went to see my Supreme Master Ching Hai in Thailand.
It was on the second day of the ten day retreat that I was able to see
her, she was full of life, gracious and beautiful. But I couldn't not
appreciate this properly, because all I could think was... look at me
Master, notice me, acknowledge me! My mind was so active and selfish
that the whole experience flitted by and I can hardly remember much of
it, even though the Master gave a hilarious evangelist impersonation
and a beautiful recital of the Holy Names.
On the third day, to my absolute surprise I was whisked out of one
meditation hall with a group of English speaking initiates right to the
feet of the Master, amongst a group of Chinese all asking questions
which were more or less irritating the Master. I could gaze on her up
close, and although my mind was quieter, I still longed to catch Her
eye and receive that elusive personal acknowledgement that all Her
students desire.
I only pray that I will have another chance to sit at the Master's
feet, happy as a child, free from the fetters of the selfish mind.
The retreat was huge, over 30,000 people, mostly Chinese and Au Lac
practitioners with a small percentage of westerners, Africans and
others. There were some problems getting everyone comfortably off the
bus and into a room for the first few days, with many people baring the
warm weather day and night. Nonetheless, they were part of a historic
occasion as the world was further uplifted into the Golden Age just
become.
Dearest Master I hope to see you again soon in your glorious
incarnation, but will be just as happy to go with you beyond the gate
of wisdom and life. I hope the universe protects you and makes your
days pleasant and full of laughter and simplicity.
bro Ali
sound and light, I went to see my Supreme Master Ching Hai in Thailand.
It was on the second day of the ten day retreat that I was able to see
her, she was full of life, gracious and beautiful. But I couldn't not
appreciate this properly, because all I could think was... look at me
Master, notice me, acknowledge me! My mind was so active and selfish
that the whole experience flitted by and I can hardly remember much of
it, even though the Master gave a hilarious evangelist impersonation
and a beautiful recital of the Holy Names.
On the third day, to my absolute surprise I was whisked out of one
meditation hall with a group of English speaking initiates right to the
feet of the Master, amongst a group of Chinese all asking questions
which were more or less irritating the Master. I could gaze on her up
close, and although my mind was quieter, I still longed to catch Her
eye and receive that elusive personal acknowledgement that all Her
students desire.
I only pray that I will have another chance to sit at the Master's
feet, happy as a child, free from the fetters of the selfish mind.
The retreat was huge, over 30,000 people, mostly Chinese and Au Lac
practitioners with a small percentage of westerners, Africans and
others. There were some problems getting everyone comfortably off the
bus and into a room for the first few days, with many people baring the
warm weather day and night. Nonetheless, they were part of a historic
occasion as the world was further uplifted into the Golden Age just
become.
Dearest Master I hope to see you again soon in your glorious
incarnation, but will be just as happy to go with you beyond the gate
of wisdom and life. I hope the universe protects you and makes your
days pleasant and full of laughter and simplicity.
bro Ali